Low on resilience

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I know it's not really a chat subject but today I just feel low and down and I just wanted to know if anyone else experiences this state of what can only be described as beigeness
Life just feels 'meh'
There's a massive list of stuff that needs doing as always but it feels like wading through treacle getting to that point.
I've tried everything to make me feel better. Anti depressants. Exercise. Diet.
All of it. Yet everyday I just think I've had enough. The drudgery the struggle a new struggle something else broken something else that needs paying for someone else who needs me or is unhappy about something or other

Anyone

It's nice to be needed.
Better than the alternative

Yes just when we think we have made progress, got some time, something else needs fixing or replacing, bikes, basketball hoops, cars, footballs.

Mobile phones!

Are you peri-menopausal, by any chance?

I had a full hysterectomy two years ago

Hi you sound like you’re having a tough time at the moment… you can tell us more about it here, sometimes just talking about stuff helps.
but hormones are probably a massive part of it!

I think the late 40s and 50s are very hard for women. We are the traditional fixers of the family.You begin to think "What is it all for?". Fuck it!

Indeed

I am very fed up of everything and everyone too. Going to start HRT shortly. My caring gene has disappeared.