My gp referred me to the hospital to get a suspicious mole removed and tested or send for biopsy. She said its like not going to be cancer but I think GPs are going to say that. I know it's a mole and skin cancer but there's something in my mind thinking it's going to return a cancer result because I was living with a lot of stress for the past decade. I am usually reasonably carefree and I can write off issues easily. This was other peoples nonsense being thrown my way. I was used as an emotional punchbag for people. All that stress can't be good. I had issues in work too. I can remember some work days just going on and on and on for gruelling long hours.
There's something in my mind thinking this is going to be cancer.
My partner would like to book a holiday but I am apprehensive until I know what I am dealing with if I have a cancer. I don't want to spend money on a holiday if I am facing a diagnosis of cancer.
I was reading about skin cancers and there are different kinds. I am just apprehensive about booking a holiday in case it returns a cancerous result and I need treatment and I am in a position of not being able to go.