After weeks of mounting anxiety, it's come to a head today and I can't stop crying and can barely get out of bed.
DH has taken the DC out for the day and am currently just wallowing telling myself what a terrible partner and mother I am, thinking of DC's cute little faces and how they deserve better than me.
I think I just need to turn this around and have a day to get myself back on my feet.
Please inspire me with ideas of what I should do.