Hi,
So I'll be 40 next year and by that point I'll have a 17 year old. They're my only child, but I always assumed I'd have more. For various reasons, it didn't happen.
Dp and I have been considering going for it for the past 5 or so years, but last year decided to just enjoy life as we are and the freedom I suppose.
However, I think my last chance for a baby hormones are currently going wild and the ache for a baby is insane! Everywhere we go, there seem to be so many more babies and toddlers dotted about and I swear I can hear my ovaries exploding! It's getting to the point, where I'm trying not to look at them, as I'm constantly gushing and commenting to dp how sweet they are. I don't want to be one of those 😬 Thing is, I can't exactly go cold turkey. They're everywhere and always will be!
If you can relate to this, how did you get through it? I don't want to regret this, but it's very much a head over heart decision.
How do I stay logical?