I’m driving myself up the fucking wall. I suspect it’s getting to be a bit of OCD type thing (I am diagnosed with OCD).
I’ve had palpitations since puberty - nearly 20 years. I’ve been on propranolol for about four years. The palpitations used to be random, now they are getting worse and happen typically when I am nervous, anxious, stressed, excited, emotional in any way, tired.
They happen significantly more if I’m up and about and doing stuff.
Last big episode was about three weeks ago. I had a couple of glasses of wine, then had to go to my GP surgery the next day to pick up a prescription - heart was beating 3 times, then an ectopic, then 3 times, then an ectopic. Lasted about 40 minutes. GP saw me and once I sat with her it calmed down and stopped.
This morning, hadn’t slept very well, got up to take shopping in from Tesco at about 9am. Sat down, and back to same rhythm - 3 beats, stop, 3 beats, stop. 111 insisted on sending an ambulance round, by the time they got a monitor on it was back to normal.
Have had episodes where I feel I’m blacking out with them but have never lost consciousness completely.
I’ve seen cardiology a few times. Had a whole barrage of tests about five years ago. Told I was fine and they’d check in 3-5 years.
I’ve had a second 24 hour tape, and in the last 5 years probably 30+ ECGs, all normal as far as I know - but I’ve never had a monitor on when I’m having an episode.
My GP said she’s contacted cardiology to ask them to do another echo and for medication advice.
Meantime I’m googling 24/7, and driving myself mad, and worried I’m going to drop down dead - which I’m almost certain is making this much, much worse.