Struggling to stay positive

[Pompom12]

I'm just needing to vent and have the space to write here for the first time. Everything seems so difficult. I have 2 DD (9 and 5) one possibility of SEN which we are getting her assessed for. Same one is being bullied at school and school not really doing anything. I have my own health issues with MH and an ED in the mix. DH is out of house at work 55hrs a week. I'm SAHM with lots of decluttering to do but can't face it. Our parents are hundreds of miles away and frail now. No other help around. It's just constant stress. I'm fed up with my very tedious life. Everything is hard work and nothing is easy. Should it be like this? I don't know what to try and fix first?

It's really easy to get overwhelmed when you've got a lot to do and life can feel very repetitive/tedious when you're low.

You can't tackle all of that in one go - so how about taking on 1 task a day, and then you feel you're achieving something. I find writing myself lists motivates me into doing things and not getting distracted.

Go easy on yourself, it sounds like you're dealing with an awful lot