NC
Background previous MH, severe anxiety and depression. Was on Venlafaxine (sp?) for a long time. Eventually came off it.
As met now dh, life just got better in every way
Now, me and dh are perfectly fine no issues at all, moved home, had 2 more dcs.
Ive always been a busy person, juggle work, kids, house etc. Dh is great too when hes not at work. Again no issues everything equal as it can be. Only thing he doesn't do is cook really as i dont like his cooking ira very boring haha.
Dc are in 3 seperate education settings, one close by, 1 is 4 miles in one direction other 3 miles other direction. This cant be helped. I had a great routine of dh can't do drop offs.
Previously id have no issue in one day, shopping, blitzing house, 3 school runs, wfh, meal prepping, laundry etc. In fact I love days like that. Then after school activities 2 days a week.
Lately even 1 job example hoovering im then shattered in literally feel like i could sleep . I look at washing up and the say oh it can wait till later. Even though its bothering me its there
My muscles, joints everything aches /feels like a dead weight.
No matter how much i sleep i dont feel rested. All week ive been in bed by 9.30 till 7 30am
This week each day youngest at pre school ive slept 2 hours each day.
Ive not done any WFH this week, actually 1 hour! and minimal house stuff. Dh has got home later so limits time he can get stuff done before bed. Hes working loads of hours
Every night I say tomorrow ill get it all done. And i just can't. I want to.. I can't!
I don't know if it's iron low or what but its really affecting me.
It feels silly to go to gp but it's so much more than tiredness.
My body hurts, i cannot think straight, i cannot seem to plan ahead or anything.
I feel stupid.