I have come to the point where my mind is made up and I will be leaving my husband, thus becoming a single parent for our 4 year old.
I have tried to end it before but always end up giving in and agreeing we will stay together, but now I know I am getting close to breaking point and it is affecting my mental health staying together and I am starting to become a parent I don't want to be because I am constantly irritated, sad or just worn down. I don't have the energy or motivation for life anymore and I know that leaving is my best option.
That being said, I don't think it is going to be a quick process, although I have made up my mind I imagine it will be several months yet before I have the courage to go, I know it will need to be a pack up and leave while he is at work situation for me to actually be able to go through with it,otherwise I will be bullied into staying as I have so many times before.
So I wondered if anyone can give me any works of wisdom or advice to help me prepare for being a single parent?
Despite knowing it is the best thing to do for me and for my son I am terrified of getting it wrong and my son suffering as a result.