My husband has recently been keeping tabs on this girl. Looking her up on different social medias, just recently started following her and looks up her messages and re-reads his old conversations with her.
I recognised her as he had told me about her a long time ago. He said she used to be an old friend of his but they are not friends anymore. He declined having liked her and her having liked him. He forgot that he told me that she was his ex.
He doesn't want me to follow my exes, look them up or talk to them. So I find it very hypocritical but I am scared he is still hung up on her. Especially since he lied about who she was.
What does it mean exactly?
He also has a porn addiction and doesn't stay hard for me and has a very hard time finishing, he doesn't want me to pleasure him more often than not. I feel like he fantasises over so many other women but me and it's hurting my self esteem.