Worked all my life since I was even legally allowed as I helped family for extra money. I now have been diagnosed with a few illnesses that impacted me so much I had to leave my job end of last year. I originally planned to take a few weeks off see how I feel but it didn’t go to plan and I ended up even more unwell. Ive missed work a lot and since leaving my last job have been helping out my husband with his business as and when I feel up to it but he can only afford a small wage for himself at the moment. It’s a no pressure job but I’ve really not been able to do as much as I would like due to being so ill I do it to keep my active and in some easy work as I miss it. I tried to claim pip as I couldn’t do anything due to how I was but I got denied. I have some savings to tied me over for two years but had planned this for a deposit and luckily no accommodation costs at the moment but I feel a fraud not working at my age especially as I got denied pip they awarded me zero points. eventually I will need some money and don’t want to use all my savings. I’m in a lot of pain and exhaustion. So on a good day I can do work etc but I can’t be reliable. I can walk more than 200 meters when in pain to the toilet or the Sink but I can’t do it often so sit or lay down for long periods. I also think I found it hard as I had to describe my worst day but I felt a bit fraud like describing my worst day as sometimes I wake up and am able to do things. I really want to get a job and have looked into some but nothing is flexible and I can’t loose another job. My main symptom is fatigue but a pip form doesn’t really have questions for that. I’ve paid for 4 private doctors specialised therapies for my conditions every lotion potion and pill that may help just so I can have a quality of life.