I’ve had a really difficult couple of years, which has meant my life shrank a lot and I’ve had no time or ability for socialising. Really just been surviving due to a number of things. I had a life threatening emergency late last year, which I’m finally recovered from.
Don’t know if it’s related but post recovery it’s like a light has switched on in me again and I feel energised and as if I want to rebuild my life and will find a way. It’s as if a part of me that had been hidden has comeback. In some ways this has been difficult as my situation restricts me, but on the whole I think it’s good.
I don’t post on social media or anything like that, but really weirdly 3 significant friends from my past ( different parts of my past so they don’t know each other) have got in touch with me out of the blue in the last 3 weeks. These are people I haven’t had contact with for years. But friends who knew me when I was me, if that makes sense ( so linked to the bits of me I want to regain).
It just such strange timing - almost as if the change in me has sent out some sort of signal! I know that it is no doubt coincidence ( or I’m noticing because I’m in a different place) but at the same time can’t help feeling like it’s something giving me encouragement to keep moving forwards.