Just before Christmas I had a sudden pain in my neck. I was recovering from covid so put it down to that. However when I checked my throat, there was what appeared to be pus/a couple of cyst-like 'things' on my left tonsil. It was when strep A was in the news - DD is a teacher and is exposed to all sorts of bugs daily, so I called 111 for advice (it was a Saturday so no GP). They issued a prescription for penicillin.
Went to GP on the Tuesday and she said yep, looks like an infection, if it's not cleared in a few days we can give you more penicillin. It didn't, so they did. When it still hadn't changed after that course I went back to GP who said it's nothing to worry about, but come back if its still there at the end of January and we'll refer you to ENT.
Had an appointment last week and as I was getting ready, I noticed a fleshy, squidgy lump above my collarbone - it's not immediately obvious and I have to move my arm/shoulder in a weird way to be able to feel it. Honestly it's so hidden it might have always been there and I've not noticed (I have something similar on my ankle which has been there for decades and was given the all clear years ago).
GP reiterated that no, I don't have throat cancer (I have HA and asked each time whether that was likely, answer was always no). She said the lump didn't feel like a lymph node, more like a cyst. But she would refer me to ENT for my tonsil, and for an ultrasound scan for the lump, as a precaution so I don't 'slip through the cracks'. She warned I'd have to wait anything up to six months however, which I was really reassured about - clearly it wasn't a concern if they weren't seeing me urgently.
On Friday at just before 5pm I got a call from ENT asking if I could come in this Tuesday, so within two weeks of my GP appointment. I've never been called to make a referral before (I have various other health issues). Looking at the hospital website this appears to be a clinic they run for suspected head and neck cancer - the usual wait time for a referral is 35 weeks.
Now I'm absolutely shitting myself. Why have I been referred on the 2w pathway when the GP said she suspected nothing sinister? I have convinced myself it's cancer and am in a right state. I've convinced myself the GP only told me it wasn't cancer/the referral would take so long so I wouldn't worry (although when I had a breast lump a few years ago the GP was blunt and said yes, it could be cancer, but equally it could be nothing).
Don't know what I hope to achieve with this thread - maybe just a handhold because honestly I think I'll have gone loopy by Tuesday.