I’m not sure who to tell really so putting it here. My mum died about 5 years ago and due to the illness she died from, I had no chance to have a ‘final conversation’ because one day she was chatting away and the next day she didn’t seem to make much sense.
I woke up at 04:30 this morning, put on a sleep meditation and drifted off for another 90 mins. During that time I saw my mum as she was before the medication disfigured her, she told me how she felt, I told her how much I loved her and we had a hug I think I can still feel. It felt so good to say everything I wish I had said.
I’m a bit teary now but sitting down with a coffee and just feeling a bit grateful for the opportunity - which might sound daft as I realise I’m just saying thank you to my brain for that particular dream.