I will be 35 weeks pregnant On Saturday and I have been excited but I have got thrush so many times and then uti which made me feel awful I just feel so low within myself I just don’t feel excited any at all I feel like I have no energy to parent my others kids and moods just off and feel like all I do is tell them off then mum guilt kicks in cause I feel awful and like all do is about all the time, I feel so bad I just can’t seem shift the feeling about not being excited about her being born 😭😭