Later today I have to go for for a CT scan of my thorax, full abdomen and pelvis. It involves drinking a litre of a contrast liquid and also the contrast injection during the scan.
I can't sleep for thinking about out the examination and the possible results. I haven't even told any family members about it.
I've already had a quite a few tests that haven't got to the bottom some problems I'm having. I already have a couple of conditions that are causing awful problems for me and I live alone so don't have anyone to discuss them with.
The thing is two of the consultants I see, dealing with different conditions (that may be unusually linked), could have referred me for this CT scan and I don't know which one it is is and has been arranged very quickly. I think this is just adding to my worry about it and the results.
I'm not sure why I am writing this.
I think I'm just all alone with nobody to talk to and too many thoughts going round my head. Thank you if you've read it all all.