Man here. Aged 44. I also went to the gym yesterday for the first time since pre COVID.
I’d been exercising for 15 hours a week in 2018/19. Already railing off by early 2020 due to injury. Then fell into extreme anxiety about COVID plus just used food and alcohol and Internet to blot everything out. Basically did nothing in 2020-22 that involved breaking a sweat, just some casual cycling to get around. And my home gym has been just staring at me unused all that time. In those years I put on about 4 stone in weight too.
So yesterday I rejoined the gym I used to go to. It’s a long way from where I live and somewhere a bit aspirational (city centre) but I can make time to go there.
All I did yesterday was barbell squats and deadlifts. Just to see what residual strength I had. Obviously I need to do cardio too and mix it up.
Walking out of the gym I felt a rush of endorphins and remembered that used to be something that would be a regular part of my life!! But I’ve gone without it these past three years and have (mostly, except for some pleasures like listening to music) just had bad, numbing things.
Finally I was really surprised by how quiet the gym was! It was empty compared to how it would have been four or five years agog. But still I immediately realised that yes I do need other people around me to be able to exercise, I just can’t do it at home.
Not too sore today and actually walked for miles this morning.
Onwards and upwards!