Please no judgement. So,I'm a mum of 2 in my late 20's still. My DH is in his late 30's he has 4 kids we share 1. Thing is 3 years ago we found out I was pregnant and because he didn't want another one we terminated which I really didn't want to do.. I've felt shame and guilt ever since and I've have 3 miscarriages after that, so I guess it's the universe punishing me. The thing is, I'm still young.. well young enough to have another child which I think is what I want. He says if it happens it happens even though he doesn't want another child he said he doesn't want to reset the clock again. I'm not sure if it's best for our family but I want a baby so badly.. is it the guilt making me want another one. I'm not sure it's even a good idea to have another one but it's what I want.