An extremely close member of family tried to take their own life recently, after an extremely serious sexual assault and all the repercussions that come from that.
Apart from worry I literally feel nothing. Nothing. Not a thing. I haven't shed a tear. I can't. Usually I cry at everything (genuine crying not fake) but not a tear will come. I tried to cry about something else, but that won't come either. At work things that would usually drive me crazy, I feel nothing.
I know this sounds very cold hearted, but I do care very much. I just can't feel the way I should.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this? What is going on?