Abusive relationships

[Bowbellsx]

I’ve been with my partner 5 years we have a 2yr old together in the past he’s shoved me, kicked me and called names. It stopped for a while but since before Christmas it’s showing signs of starting again he phoned me yesterday when he was out to say when he gets home he wants me to have makeup on and look nice i told him I was tired and just wanted a early night he then said that don’t care about my self no more all I care about is my family I feel like he’s trying to distance me from my family.

Please leave him. He is abusive and controlling.

His behaviour is abuse and you need to leave him. If he's behaved like that to you before he will do it again. Don't let your child or yourself be in that environment.
Can you leave? Do you have friends/family to help you?

its my home he didn’t come back last night I told him not I’ve been feeling like I don’t want to be with him for a while but i suppose I’m scared of being alone

I’m carrying a lot of anxiety around with me I’m close to my nan and grandad they are 80 so I go around a lot and he says I put them before him. I don’t want to loose my family as they care about me I’ve only ever told my sister about him kicking me and leaving bruises on my body