I only have a few weeks left of maternity leave and it's making me so sad.
I'm the higher earner, I have had bloody ages off already, I have had 2 mat leaves close together and we have family childcare so I have zero excuses I just have to go back.
I don't hate my job it's not too challenging and flexible and all the other things people want from a career but I'd still just rather be with my babies. Popping to playgroups and the library, visiting my Dgran with them just living a slow quiet life.
I don't feel guilty about having to work, I just feel so sad about it and I can't believe how quickly a whole year has gone 
Any wise words from those of you who went back and felt the same?
All my friends are career minded and while kind just have a different perspective that I haven't found helpful.