Sorry, just needed a moan, if ok? Got loads of stuff thrown at me at work, so much on my plate and it's ramping up to be a really busy and stressful next few weeks just when I want to wind down for Christmas. I feel rubbish, eating rubbish, really tearful. The blinking cat keeps weeing everywhere so worried about him. Wish could do more with kids but no money or time off at Christmas to do it.
Just want to cry. Christmas is my favourite time of year, but if I didn't try and make it special no one else would bother. Lots of guilt from my family about seeing them over the Christmas period (I'm only off for 3 days!) and just generally fed up, need a break, sick of the drudgery but just have to suck it up!
I need to find the joy and happiness in the little things, but feel so flat and tearful! Anyone else feeling similar or any advice on how to pick myself up?