I’ve been 100% desperately for dc3 . 1 and 2 were conceived easily this time it’s taking ages. I’m in the 2ww on cycle 18 and it hit me last night I want to stop ttc ? Why ??!! I don’t know what’s happened in my mind.
I have been really exhausted the past few days so maybe it’s just that ? I haven’t slept well and have had disturbing dreams . I now have to tell dp and I feel bad but why would my mind suddenly do this is it some kind of ‘protection’ to avoid disappointment as in it might not happen so me making the choice to stop is better ?
i feel so weird and I just wondered has anyone else been through this ? I feel awful as we’ve talked about things so much and tried so hard and now I’m just changing my mind