I know it can be normal to feel a bit low or grumpy before your period arrives but since having my second child and my cycles returning I feel like a different person the cause before and during my period. I feel self conscious, self critical, guilty, generally hate myself, the only time I ever have any ‘what’s the point’ ‘everyone would be better off without me’ type feelings …but during the rest of my cycle I’m very happy and have low anxiety and zero thoughts of suicide! It’s such a rapid shift and it disappears and I pretty much forget about it until it happens again.
my cycles only came back 4 months ago so I’m really hoping things settle down….still breastfeeding so wondering if that’s making things more intense