I am looking for a handhold really. It was a completely unplanned pregnancy and the dad was someone who I wouldn't ever see again (holiday romance, from another country, who hadn't wanted to stay in touch). I had made my peace with this and had decided to continue with the pregnancy nonetheless. I hadn't even told my close friends or anyone as was only 7½ weeks but I feel totally bereft. Due to the circumstances I can't try again, with the same partner, like I would do if I was in a long-term relationship. I hadn't even got round to telling him I was pregnant. I just can't believe it's happened and I can't believe how invested I was in this (making plans, rearranging my future) considering I only knew I was pregnant for about 3 -4 weeks. I can't stop bleeding and it's just horrendous; I feel so lonely and can't stop crying.
I feel like if I tell people they'll say it was probably for the best (and probably be quite judgey) but to me, my world is shattered. How can I move forward?