I'm losing the house that I love. No way around it, just been talking to an estate agent about selling it to try to get something back. I've lived here since 1985 and my kids grew up here.
It's also looking like I'm going to have to rehome my dog. He's very energetic and loves the big garden we have now. Been looking at renting a flat but they don't allow pets and he'd hate it anyway. And they're all £600 or so a month which is going to be difficult.
Can't get any help from the mortgage company - they're pushing me towards a lifetime mortgage and I've applied for a few online but been turned down. Trying to speak to shelter but they have no advisors available at the moment.
The stress means I barely slept last night so my health condition is flaring up and I can hardly move about.
I posted yesterday for help and advice but got accused of all sorts by other posters and now the thread has been deleted so I can't even access the few helpful posts.
I'm just so absolutely gutted to be losing the only home I've had for such a long time. Genuinely keep bursting into tears and I can't look at my dog because I feel so damn guilty.