Dd2 is almost 7 months and suffering from a rotten cold meaning absolutely no sleep for me. At my complete wits end I ended up requesting paracetamol suppositories for her because she chokes and vomits no matter how slow/little I give her a dose. It’s still not really helping. Last night I had about 4 hours sleep just groggily rocking her while she screams and refuses boob. DH zero help and out of the house for every daytime hour anyway. Dd1 is 4 and just broke up for half term and bless her, I just don’t have the mental capacity to plan anything exciting, and even if I did I have no cash to fund it. Everytime I get dd2 off to sleep dd1 wakes her. Feeling so bloody depressed and worn down. I honestly wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up sometimes.