I feel so sad at the moment

[PanicAtTheMortgageRates]

Mostly it's financial, we are due to remortgage and the best deal we can get is 5% right now. We have stopped eating much meat or fish, haven't had the heating on. All sounds fairly normal so far I'm sure. We live in a very small house and have no children, the idea was always that we would have more disposable income and less bill pressure but that's really gone out of the window (though appreciate it would be much worse if we have bought a bigger house/had child care to worry about).

I have small family and only a handful of friends, I also have anxiety and a physical disability. We both enjoy our jobs. We have a very solid relationship, which I'm very grateful for.

I don't really know why I'm posting, I just feel desperately sad at the moment.

I’m so sorry, OP. I don’t have any advice, just offering a handhold.

Sorry you are feeling sad.Do you have anything to look forward to,just a walk n nature? We have beautiful weather here so are very lucky.You say you have a good relationship that is such a bonus.Are you eating a healthy diet that makes such a difference,vegetables are not expensive.Try and write down what you are so worried about.My only suggestion otherwise to to try and see your GP.I wish you well.