I have been a teacher for two decades.
This week, I cried when one of the bulbs on my car went. I have less than £10 to my name in my account right now. I can't afford to get it fixed until payday, which is, thankfully, tomorrow.
I only food shop every other week - the week my kids are here, so they can eat a proper meal. I live off leftovers the rest of the time, because I can't food shop every week; it's too expensive.
I only put the heating on once so far, for half an hour, appalled at how fast my smart meter was going up. It was enough to stave off the worst, but I am scared for winter. I shower cold every day to save on heating cost.
I have just offered to work on one of my days off during half-term. Not because I want to be there (school are working us into the ground as it is), but because I need the extra money offered.
My school will go bankrupt with the proposed increase in pay, which is NOT funded. Our heating bill has gone from 500,000 to over 3million in addition to having to find more pay for staff. I am an experienced member of staff who was almost denied the move to the Upper Pay Scale a few years ago because my school couldn't afford the increase then.
I am a single parent with a mortgage. The monthly repayments are small compared to what rent would be, but if my almost 15 year old car breaks or another major repair is needed I will have to go into debt.
When I started working, my salary now meant a comfortable life. Now, 20 years later, I am struggling to just stay out of debt.
I can't afford to strike. I was there at the last strikes and walked with my colleagues, and all that happened was a sneer from Gove, the public, and a day's lost pay.
But soon, despite being bloody good at my job and getting cohorts of students excellent GCSE and A-level results in a shortage subject, I won't be able to afford to continue teaching.