Need to let go of the rage as its keeping me up!
Baby has slept awfully for 4 nights. He's teething and some nights the only way to stop the screaming has been to latch him on and let him suckle. ALL night.
So of course DH hasn't been able to help, and I've survived on an hour of sleep here 2 hours of sleep there.
Tonight, our eldest woke at midnight so I woke DH and asked him to deal with it. He was too fast asleep and did nothing so I sorted it. 10 mins later, eldest DD is crying again. I wake DH again who has a go saying "I can't hear her crying, she's fine" and goes back to sleep. Crying gets louder and wakes the baby. So I get up and sort out eldest, baby goes back to sleep too.
But now I've had to get out of bed twice, I can't get back to sleep.
I'm so mad! There's just no excuse for him to have been this useless. He can fall asleep in seconds too, unlike me, so if he'd gotten up it would have barely inconvenienced him.
I know he's going to feel bad in the morning when I tell him what's happened as I think he was just in too deep of a sleep to realise but fucking hell.
Baby will probably need me before I've gone back to sleep and I'm going to get minimal rest yet again. Urgh.