One last first kiss

[ScoobyDoNot]

Just been pondering today after a dream I had last night
In my dream I had a 'first kiss' with a rather nice fictional man. It was very real and I was rather disappointed when I woke up!

Anyway, I got me thinking that, as much as I love my husband (been together for 18rys) I am a little bit sad about never again having a first kiss. I don't care about sex, that doesn't interest me anymore! I just think there's just something special about a first kiss, especially when it's not just a drunken snog cos they don't count!

*just to add, I would never even consider cheating on my husband, not even for one last first kiss.

I was watching some ridiculous romcom recently and it occured to me that I'd never have first date nerves again or that feeling of anticipation mixed with apprehension when getting to know a new boyfriend, over 20 years with dh and he's a pure dote who insists of bringing me breakfast every possible morning and tells me I'm beautiful (I'm far from it), I'd never risk our relationship but I did feel a little sad that those 'getting to know you' days are gone.