So I'm a supply teaching assistant at the moment. Thought I'd do that because I haven't found a teaching post (qualified in July) and supply teaching is a bit slow at the beginning of the school year.
I hate it. The school is awful. The children are unruly, the staff are clearly worn down by it and have written the children off. The behaviour is shocking, the quality of teaching is poor, the ability is low, SEN is not catered for. The place is so gloomy.
Will my reputation be damaged if I quit? Will the agency not give me teaching work because I quit?
I have been asked to volunteer at my child's school. On the one hand, I feel it devalues me. A qualified teacher for free but conversely I will be in a good school and have the chance to build my skills and the opportunity to observe teaching.
What shall I do? I feel like I'm losing confidence by the minute even TAing.
All I want is my own class and career.