I cut myself. Up to now I have resisted it and caused other wounds instead...I didn't resist today. Not sure what to do. I don't think it needs stitches. Just feel weird. Numb. I won't tell dp. I can conceal it. I feel too filled with shame. I have a dr appointment friday and I am honest in those appointments. That's it really. I needed to tell someone who I don't know in rl