Raped in dream by homeless man

[lovehawaii]

I have changed my name for obvious reason. I had a dream last night that my passport was snatched by thief and he asked for sex in order to return it. he was taking me to remote place , i couldn't see single soul , it was terrifying and he eventually raped me . I know its dream but why i feel so sad and disgusted. It felt so real . I was so worried about diseases and getting pregnant while he was doing it but why was i so terrified of him ? no bone in my body fight him off. I really wanted someone to save me but no one turned up. i feel so emotional this morning.

Only thing i watched day before yesterday: The girl in the picture.

That's probably why.

Why did you need to name change for this?

It was a nightmare, the memory of it will fade as the day goes on and it won’t feel as real.

I believe that our dreams are sometimes our subconscious dealing with things that are troubling us (not in some kind of spoogly-doogly way, just part of the cognitive process). Is there someone in your life who is taking advantage of you, doing something you’re not happy with but for some reason you are just letting them?

Well onviosuly the film would be why. Why did you name change for this?

i got so many posts , i worry about third party posting it

no , i had such a happy childhood, no abuse whatsoever

I think yeah i shouldn't have changed the name but i was very emotional and worried this morning. like pp said its getting bit better as day progresses

It was a nightmare - horrible - but the memory will fade!