Scared to do a pregnancy test

[OoopsWhatamess]

as the title says, bloody terrified to do a pregnancy test. All the signs are there, implantation bleeding, sore boobs, vomiting, if I am I don’t know what I’m going to do.

It isn’t t going to be the best situation to bring a child into, I have two dc and am kind of struggling already.
The dad is my ex got a little tipsy at a family event and ended up having sex, we’re both single but he does have another dc and has only recently split from her mum, so it’s going to be very hard to deal with that.

I know I need to test and I will, but how to deal with it if I am is what is doing my head in.

Hi, hope you are ok. I guess if you do a test at least you will know one way or the other, you might be worrying for nothing. Sending a virtual hug

I know but the thought is making me sick.
I don’t think I could have an abortion, but I also don’t think it would be right to keep it.

Is your AF late?

Yes two days and I’m usually like clockwork.

Just do it and get it over with. It's better than not knowing.

I’m getting ready to go out now will get one then.
I am dreading it.

Fingers crossed for you

It might be negative, so best get it over with and then you can relax.

(Potentially)

@OoopsWhatamess did you get the results you wanted?

Did you do one?

Hope you are ok

Yes I done two and I am very pregnant.
Don't really know how to feel haven’t said anything yet as I’m also bleeding as little more so it may not even be viable.

Oh you poor bugger.
What a mad mix of emotions you must be feeling.

Have you got much support in real life? Anyone you can lean on?

Hope you are ok OP.

Thank you I’m okish!

I haven’t spoken to anyone about it yet tbh I don’t want anyone to know until I’ve got it straight in my own head.

How are you feeling now OP?