Over the past 6 weeks I was dragged right into the middle between some family members and their drama. None of it was to do with me but I was dragged into the middle of their needless crap.
I am so sick of it because there was more selfish drama yet again this week and me dragged into the middle of it yet again.
I have some conditions now. I experience migraines and I also have a tummy/gut condition. Over the past 6 weeks I have been left on and off sick and I am experiencing more sickness yet again and it's all from stress and other peoples drama.
How do other people deal this type of stuff. These people are family by the way and I care about them. Pulling the plug with an estrangement would be the last straw because they are not that bad or toxic. They are trying to work through their own difficulties. But this is hard.
I did estrange myself from one sibling years ago because she's a very difficult person and I am good and happy with that and I never want to see her again. Others in the family feel the same way too. She's quite simply not missed.
Now there is other drama flying down.
I will say something too. Not one of them truly cares about me or factors in me or how I feel or my own stresses and difficulties in life. It's all about them and only them and their issues that matter to them and nothing else. I felt so used this week. I had a different sibling give out to me for not replying to a text from a few weeks ago and I explained that I was sick and that didn't register with him. I was genuinely sick.
I'm so sick of other peoples shit and drama..
How do other people deal with intense stress.
I'm stuck in work with a migraine by the way and all I want to do is go home and die.