Basically that... I literally have 3 friends who i never see and barely talk to unless i message first. I've told them how much i'm struggling having no social life yet nothing changes, if i ask to meet up for coffee or drinks the answer is always no they are skint yet on facebook i see them out living their best life with other friends or just round other peoples houses for drinks/takeaway nights. It doesn't help that i've just had surgery to remove a cancerous mass and i naively thought they would be there for me, especially when they say i'm always here for you and will help you get through it. Since i've come home from hospital not one has asked how i am or even if i need help with anything yet i've cried out on messages to them about how scared i am. I do have a partner and toddler but its not the same. I want to spend time being ME again with people that i actually thought were my friends. Don't even know what the point to this is, i just needed to vent