So after 4 years of being single and very happily bringing up my 2 babies I finally decided to get back on a dating app.... after a few swipes I matched with someone who I recognised. We started chatting and worked out that I actually dated one of his best friends 19 years ago. 19 years!! But now he says he is struggling with the 'morality' of it which I told him I totally understand and I took getting the blow off from him quite gracefully. But he continued to message which was also fine as I actually think we have a lot in common and could get on quite well. But after swapping numbers he ghosted me for days which again I wasn't that bothered about....but then today he as messaged me again. And although initially i was quite positive he would overcome the weirdness I'm now at that point where I feel I'm waiting around for him to decide if I'm worth the risk (even though there is no risk and his mate (my ex) is happily married and has been for years! I just feel I haven't spent 4 years being single and working on self care to sit around for some guy to decide weather or not he's interested! I'm patient but I'm not a f**king mug!! Its a shame as I did genuinely enjoy messaging him. But I have a life to get on with ya know!? 😂😂
Anyway I just needed to get that off my chest! Thank you for reading xxx