So a bit of back story.
I used to casually see a guy. It was never anything serious as I didn’t like him that way. I have now become friends with one of his ex’s. They have a child together. However she has since gotten married to someone else. And has had more children with her now husband. They were together when they were teenagers. She has suggested MULTIPLE times to me, that me and him retry something. I have always declined.
Recently I did meet up with him. Very casual. I did not sleep with him or anything like that. In fact during this encounter I told him to stop contacting me (he will constantly text me even when I do not reply!)
I have told my friend about this encounter. She didn’t seem to bothered when I told her this. About a month after the encounter, during a time she was having a particularly bad week. She mentioned it to me again, I can only assume that he had mentioned something to her. As a lot of time has passed since then.
I know she struggles with her mental health. And has had a particularly bad time. However, I also have mental health issues and recently I’m suffering really badly with my anxiety and depression.
My friend has NOT once told me, she is annoyed or angry at me. She still replies to my messages. Although I feel they are maybe a bit tense and a bit slower than usual. She has liked some of my social media posts. I had previously asked her if everything is okay. She’s told me it is.
I know this may sound silly, but I really do struggle reading social queues and am myself struggling with anxiety. I can’t quite put my finger on it but something feels very off at the moment and I’m not sure if it’s a me problem or a bigger problem.