Hi I have a appointment for Tomorrow my friend is helping me its with the local domestic abuse people. I'm so stressed ice not been in a relationship for a while with this man but have a 5 year old who I want to sort supervised visit so I no longer have to supervise.
Trouble is I'm now terrified this man has done awful things to me in the past I've not reported him to the police. I'm scared about telling the worker tomorrow about what he did as I don't think i can go to the police I just can't do it.
I'm so tiered but I can't sleep plus my son has been awake since 2 am. I just don't think I can do this anymore. I just want to run away, but for the first time in my life I have support for myself and my son. I feel broken everyone says I'm strong but I'm not I can't sleep I feel sick and stressed. I don't even know why I'm posting im so scared and stupid I feel like a fraud I don't want the help any more but scared they will report me for not taking the help no matter what I do will be wrong.