Can anyone relate? I feel like since the pandemic I am living in a fog almost. Everything feels effortful, although I do enjoy things once they've happened, it's more the thought of them happening and the effort to prepare i.e. having people over, a holiday etc.
I feel in a weird state of mind where I'm almost thinking 'oh god, just get me to retirement with nothing major or upsetting happening' and I'm only just in my mid-thirties. I really just want to feel much more carefree again but don't know how.
I have a lovely young family and a nice house but I just feel so flat. I am constantly going over home improvements (an extension would make the house work perfectly) then feeling defeated at the rising cost of everything. I can't seem to focus on one thing and I end up getting completely overwhelmed and my to-do list gets longer and longer with nothing getting ticked off.
I'm rambling but I just wondered if anyone else felt similarly?