Two decades safe and secure in a government job.
Pro's: Good hours. Near home. Relatively position. Good work life balance. Can take early retirement in 11 years and can work part time if I wish. Think I am well liked and get on well with most. Great holiday entitlement.
Cons: toxic culture in the workplace. Quite 'bitchy' leadership doesn't crack down on the few people making sure people are treated respectfully. Also I am a bit tired of the work. I have a lot of higher level skills I'm not using and in some areas it is mentally draining and physically hard. Three staff off with stress. I'm ok at the moment.
If I leave I can't take the early retirement plan. I might not be as secure for a few years (stating peri menopause and I know that can be very hard anxiety wise and sometimes I can feel low as it is)
I know I lack the vitality I would have in a new challenge but is the lack of security worth it. How can I think this through. Some people would kill (not literally.. lol) for my job and good hours and I think I am respected though not by my seniors who are cliquish and unfair at times.
Grr need to get an outside perspective please.