I know it’s ridiculous but I just feel overwhelming sadness .Everything seems so unfair - there seems to be no joy in life anymore - I hate the government and him getting away with things again - I remember how scared I was during the lockdown - I am a widow on my own and saw no-one at first. I thought one day brighter days would come but it’s just endless doom and gloom. I have wonderful family and friends and fab work colleagues and I am sitting here with tears rolling down my cheeks - I can’t tell anyone else how I feel - they would not believe this of me but I am really struggling and I feel guilty as I have probably a lot more than others. I don’t even know why I am putting this but none of you out there know me. I just feel so completely tired of feeling like this.