Name change.
Warning for anyone who may be triggered by mention of abortion.
I've just found out I'm pregnant. Not sure what I want from this thread but I don't feel like I can tell anyone except my partner.
We already have a toddler and have agreed we won't be trying for another couple of years for a second due to my partner having a really important year of work (he owns his own company and big things are happening this year for him hence waiting to try for a second child)
So when I saw the positive test we both agreed straight away that an abortion would be the best way forward without hesitation.
But in the back of my mind I can't help but think what if I'm making a huge mistake and this could be our family completed. Now I've had an hour or so to think about it I feel like my emotions are getting the better of me and it's scaring me so much
My partner 100% does not want to keep it so I don't feel like I can talk to him about how I'm feeling.
Again I don't know what I expect back from writing this I just think I need to get the words out somehow.