I'm having a hard time at the moment.
Various family/personal/health things going on. I wish I could just switch myself off for a week, or have a general anaesthetic for a week.
I don't want to die, I just don't want to be here for a while. I'm not coping, I'm absolutely full of anxiety over so many things. I don't really have anyone to talk to, as the people I'm closest to are going through some terrible things too.
I just wish I could disappear for a bit.