Where do i start... im in a long term relationship which is falling apart yet apart from it stressing me out and making me feel depressed i dont think im too bothered (is that bad?) I feel like a single mum anyway, do everything in the house yet told thats not good enough, do everything for our kid yet told thats not good enough, spend every penny i have on bills/food/our kid yet told thats not good enough so i snapped and told him hes the biggest, selfish gobs##te ever and why do i need him around anyway to which after all the horrible stuff he says im not walking away.. im now just left feeling.. im not sure stupid? Stuck? Wanna curl up in a ball an cry? Hes got no one else so just throwing him out isnt really an option, he gives me some money towards bills but food and anything for our kid is down to me despite him being the one who works (even when i did work it was still all down to me.. everything!) but the fact im dealing with everything by myself and feel like im struggling by myself im starting to think i might aswell be by myself with our kid anyway..
Please someone just tell me im not the only one and im not useless! :(