I just feel filled with anxiety at moment. We have a dog we got as a pup last year that we are despite best efforts massively struggling to train. We have booked a behaviourist to assess him but worried it won't work and we will have this difficult dog forever. My older dc's missed out on big birthday celebrations over lockdown where at the time plan was a weekend away and are now both wanting to do these but it's harder now with dog and a young child who's just started school. But then don't want them to miss out. Youngest is having problems at school. Between 3 kids, training /walking dog and work I feel like I never have a minute. I look a mess, house looks a mess. I've had bad anxiety before and found yoga and meditation helped but don't seem to have time. Only exercise I get is walking dog and that's not relaxing as I am constantly stressed due to pulling/managing with other dogs. Not sure what im posting for just need to get it out. Also don't feel I have many people to talk to. Not close to extended family, dh has own mh issues and I tend to try to carry load for him. Not got many friends and ones I I have are busy or tend to have their own issues. I don't have anyone to talk to who wouldn't make it about them or make me feel worse.