I recently handed back my licence after 5 years of unhappiness as a doctor. Did F1, F2 and then 3 years of locum work but couldn't find any speciality I wanted to do enough to commit and stay. My mental health was in shatters, my relationship falling apart as a result, and I dreaded every single day.
It's been a bit of an isolating experience, as I don't know any doctors who have actually left, hence putting this out there to see if anyone can relate. It seems that there are many many unhappy doctors but not many make the leap and actually leave. And I totally get that as it is highly daunting walking away from something you've been aiming towards since about 13 years old...