Having a colonoscopy on the 28th, it’s being done at a hospital 200 miles away from where I’m currently staying (because I’m caring for a relative) .
I can get respite care for relative for the night before and the night immediately after, I’m going to arrive at my own house for 3pm, have to take laxatives at 4pm, and then hospital for 8.30am the next morning .
Hospital have said due to my medical/social history (sexual abuse) they will give me sedation, pain relief and potentially gas and air to help . I’m currently trying desperately to find a relative who can pick me up from hospital after and let me sleep it off on their sofa .
Will then have to travel home the next morning, at 7.15 . It’s a four hour journey on one bus and then another bus for a further hour.
Am I insane for even considering? Dithering over taking a pillow and blanket on the bus . There doesn’t seem to be an alternative .