No responses needed. I need to vent.
A warbling woe blurgh. MH is low today. I can't cope today and can't interrupt real life people to tell them.. Anyway I'm too teary to say anything coherent.
My body aches.
I'm so tired but cannot sleep.
There's so much to do.
I'm supposed to be working (at home) but my brain is foggy.
I can't stop crying.
I'm usually smiley and annoyingly positive.
I've just had a go at my youngest for state of his wardrobe and clothes under the bed. I hate myself. He's autistic, life is hard enough without mum being an arse.
I've sworn because there's 5 tea towels dumped on the kitchen surface, out all used.... fucking put them in the washing machine or laundry if used. Fucking recycling all left out for me to deal with.
I haven't seen friends for weeks as the children been hit by covid (not me).
I feel lonely.
It's half term and I can't do fun things cos I need to work. How shitty is that for the kids.
Prince Andrew is an utter arse and there better not 1 penny of tax payers money spent on him avoiding the truth.
Government intending to remove free covid testing, essential for CEV's. CEV's been thrown under the bus.
Going to have a big cry then make lunch, load up the washing machine, cuddle the pets then back work.