Hi,
I have been dating a guy for several months well now he is my boyfriend. We are getting on so well and after kissing so many frogs i think i have met my Prince. The issue is i catastrophise everything. I married my ex (my baby daddy) at 21, i am now 31. We separated 3 years ago and have yet to be divorced. Its in progress. So ive not yet told my boyfriend that i was/am still married. Everytime i go to tell him my throat goes tight and i feel sick. I don't think it would bother him much but i just feel so guilty for not already telling him (to be honest i wasnt looking for love when i met him so was just going with the flow really) bit now that i really do like him i think its time to tell him. My question is, do you think he will be annoyed? Do you think he will run for the hills? And how do i say it. I know deep down its not a crime and everyone has a past but my anxiety makes me think otherwise. It makes me think its all going to go pete tong. Anxiety sucks (quietly looking for my propranolol) thanks in advance for taking the time to read this x